A Battle of Faith & Love

Love, Life & Religion

Is It Worth It?

Sometimes when we bicker I wonder if it’s really worth it. If it’s really worth possibly losing my family and everything I’ve known, of losing my lifeline and my past and my history.

Then I worry, “what if it doesn’t work out?” What if I’m wrong and make the wrong choice. What if things with Ivan and me fall apart. Where will that leave me? Will my parents forgive me? Will they hold this against me?

There is so much involved that sometimes I’m wondering whether or not there is a right decision. I’m starting to think that regardless of what I decide, things aren’t going to end up the way I really want them to, and that I’ll lose something.

I love my parents, but I love him too.

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